To Target with Courage

Friday, Dec 7, 2012 I decided to go without my wig today, I felt confident and it was so comfortable to just wear this cute little crocheted beanie.  Krischelle had bought me some adorable hats at Target but with no hair underneath them I sort of looked like a little girl with her grandmas hat on that was to big for her.  So feeling courageous I head into Target without my hair! It was a good feeling until I went to the fitting room with my 4 new hats I wanted to try on and the lady said, Oh your going to be mad at me but I can't allow accessories in the changing room you"ll have to go back to the mirrors at the front of the store where the hats are."  I just said okay thank-you.  Then I thought where is her supervisor she needs to hear a littlepiece of my mind.  Then I  decided against that because I knew I would begin to cry as I already was doing. Little pep talk time to self I recovered and realized she was just doing her job and I can take off this beanie in front of the whole store and try on new hats, this is who I am and I didn't choose this but I was going to make the best of it!  I did find some great hats and learned that sometimes following the letter of the law is not as important as the person! Sometimes we do need to be flexable in order to be compassionate.

Tara and the kids and Brin helped me decorate the tree today, I am so blessed to feel so good and have them around.  Bryan puts up with me crying about everything and rubs my bald head, I love him to do that.